Winter time can be hard, not enough time outside, and when the days are grey and rainy the blues can get you. Sometimes I go a bit inside myself but I have recognised this as a part of my personality now and no longer panic, and know it will pass.
Today has been the brightest beautifullest blue, which lifts the spirits, Ive had some fresh air and cleared my head.
I have so many creative ideas in my head at the moment and sometimes even that can make me feel troubled as I want to get them out and sometimes making ideas work is not easy. You know what you want to produce but getting there is quite another matter.
The last 2 days I have been consumed with an idea and it is easy for it to take over, if I lived alone I would probably be one of those people who would just keep going until I got it done, i wouldnt cook or get dressed!! but when you have a family you cannot do that, you have to cook and clean in between and go to work... I got quite annoyed with myself for being so self consuming, I guess that is the artist in me! but I have given myself a jolly good talking to anyways.
What gets you cross with yourself? I wonder?
I hope to share one of my new ideas soon....if it works out, maybe i'll show you anyway even if it doesnt!!